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No matter where you go, just remember where you are. [19 Mar 2006|10:21pm] [ music | Cruiserweight- There You Are ] I guarantee you that if all of you delete your myspace, and get off the internet so much, and spend even an 1/8th of the time you do on there to do something more helpful for either you or others, than your life would be ATLEAST 25% better. I know mines almost 100% more productive & happy than it used to be. Stop living off the same old situations. Stop prying into stuff that you know will just upset you. Or that isn't your business to begin with. Just live your life in the real world, and those who are supposed to know about it will have lived it there with you in person. They are important enough to interact with you on a day to day basis. They dont base your friendship off of how many comments they leave you on your blog or myspace and they dont need your "NEW PICS!" to know what you look like or what you've been up too. They dont just give up b/c its too hard to keep in touch with you and too inconvenient not being able to just leave a comment or post a bulletin when they're bored & need you as back-up. They call you when they miss you & want to catch up, and have normal civil conversations. This is my last post in here. I know I have a long way to go, and that this is just the beginning to help me fix and improve on all the wrongs & hypocritical mistakes Ive made in the past, and I know I will make more along the way, but this past month has been a very big learning experience for me when it comes to myself and the loyalty of others. I keep editing this post only b/c I want to make sure everyone REALLY understands where Im coming from. And to those of you who have been trying to get a hold of me lately, Im sorry I havent gotten back to you, Ive just been doing a lot of self actualization & its hard for me to just be okay with making new friendships & catching up on old friendships since trust has always been such a huge issue with myself, but it is probably the biggest reason for all of this & my biggest obstacle to over come, and I hope you can understand and just be patient with me as I work at it. If you care to keep contact. You already know a way, or will find a way too. Please live your lives to the fullest, Love Colleen <3 reasons2sing@hotmail.com

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